After reading it, I had the urge to translate what Yuki wrote in Chinese for the convenience of her many readers but I decided not to. Instead, I am going to write a summary with important points so that more people will be encouraged to read it instead of just browsing and missing the whole point of the story.
First, let's introduce the key characters :
- The Husband To Be - Alvin Yang
- The Wife To Be - Yuki Ng
- The Alleged Third Party - Zoe Raymond
- Zoe's Boyfriend but Now Ex-Boyfriend - Vincent Siow
- Alvin's Friend - Denson
- Zoe's Friend - Jing
- Yuki's Sister - Dobby
- Dobby's BF - Shaun
- Zoe's Mother
- Alvin's Father
- Alvin's Mother
- Zoe's Colleague - Melvin
Alvin proposed to Yuki on 7th May 2011 in the presence of
their close friends
In September 2011, Alvin and Yuki's parents decided on the wedding date of 16 June 2012
In Jan 2012, Alvin asked Yuki if he's willing to move to Hong Kong with him if he has a career opportunity there, Yuki replied that she's willing.
1st Feb 2012, Alvin told Yuki that he has already packed his room during Chinese New Year to make space for her to move in and they also went to Johor to take their Indoor Bridal Studio Pictures
10th Feb 2012, Alvin and his family went to Yuki's hometown in Pontian to ask for her hand according to Chinese Traditions.
17 - 19th Feb 2012, they went to a Pre-Wedding Church Camp together
27th Feb 2012 onwards, Yuki started noticing that Alvin's temper is becoming shorter and he has lesser patience for her. He has also become more unwilling to discuss things together with her.
11th March 2012, this is when Alvin met Zoe at mutual friends Denson and Jing's Wedding.
1st April 2012, instead of admiring his beautiful bride in various gowns that she tried on for him and happily choosing their wedding photos together, Alvin was busy sms-ing and whatsapping on his phone. When they danced salsa together for the wedding photos, Alvin scolded her harshly for not remembering the steps when he is the one who kept claiming that he had no time to rehearse with her because he is busy.
2nd April 2012, Yuki discovered the new watch that he bought and it was the leather strapped type that usually Alvin didn't like. Later on, Yuki discovered that it was a pair of branded couple watch that Alvin and Zoe bought together.
10th April 2012, on the pretext of using his boss's advice, Alvin asked Yuki if
they should reconsider their marriage as his boss has highlighted to him that
their love might no longer be as strong as in the past.
12th April 2012, Alvin called Yuki to make plans for Dinner and she went to his house early to give him a surprise with roses and chocolates. While she was waiting for him, she continued to do her work only to discover a love letter from Zoe to Alvin in his email.
After dinner, they went for a walk by the beach and she brought up what they learnt during the pre-wedding church camp on compromise and forgiveness, she asked Alvin to forgive her for her bad temper and hoped that they can continue to work hard together for their future.
Alvin remained quiet all this while before he suddenly said that he wants to cancel their marriage and break up with Yuki at the same time. Yuki begged him to re-consider and as she was so overwhelmed by what he said, she totally forgot about the love letter that she just read earlier. Alvin's excuse was that he wanted to concentrate on his career and his
priority is no longer to get married or be in a relationship.
Yuki finally broke down, running towards the sea; she leaped only to fall on a bed of rocks. Alvin angrily scolded her for using death to threaten him and Yuki pleaded for him to think about the impact of what he had just said on her but only for him to twist around to say that by doing this, she is not thinking for him.
Faced with a broken heart and utter disappointment, Yuki didn't think twice before she swam out into the open sea. Alvin did not chased her until she was already very far away from him and then he suddenly shouted to her that he was afraid as he could no longer feel the bottom of the sea. Worried for him, Yuki swam back to find him and in a state of panic, Yuki was nearly choked by him but eventually, they both managed to make it back to the shore.
Upon reaching the shore, Alvin said he needed 1 week to consider. Yuki said she would give him 2 weeks and only a while later did she realized that Alvin had already contacted her family to come to the beach where they were. Yuki immediately promised to keep whatever happened a secret. She was hurt badly and shivering wet but Alvin did not take care of her and neither did he dare to look her in the eye
12th April 2012, Alvin called Yuki to make plans for Dinner and she went to his house early to give him a surprise with roses and chocolates. While she was waiting for him, she continued to do her work only to discover a love letter from Zoe to Alvin in his email.
After dinner, they went for a walk by the beach and she brought up what they learnt during the pre-wedding church camp on compromise and forgiveness, she asked Alvin to forgive her for her bad temper and hoped that they can continue to work hard together for their future.
Alvin remained quiet all this while before he suddenly said that he wants to cancel their marriage and break up with Yuki at the same time. Yuki begged him to re-consider and as she was so overwhelmed by what he said, she totally forgot about the love letter that she just read earlier. Alvin's excuse was that he wanted to concentrate on his career and his
priority is no longer to get married or be in a relationship.
Yuki finally broke down, running towards the sea; she leaped only to fall on a bed of rocks. Alvin angrily scolded her for using death to threaten him and Yuki pleaded for him to think about the impact of what he had just said on her but only for him to twist around to say that by doing this, she is not thinking for him.
Faced with a broken heart and utter disappointment, Yuki didn't think twice before she swam out into the open sea. Alvin did not chased her until she was already very far away from him and then he suddenly shouted to her that he was afraid as he could no longer feel the bottom of the sea. Worried for him, Yuki swam back to find him and in a state of panic, Yuki was nearly choked by him but eventually, they both managed to make it back to the shore.
Upon reaching the shore, Alvin said he needed 1 week to consider. Yuki said she would give him 2 weeks and only a while later did she realized that Alvin had already contacted her family to come to the beach where they were. Yuki immediately promised to keep whatever happened a secret. She was hurt badly and shivering wet but Alvin did not take care of her and neither did he dare to look her in the eye
Close to dawn, Alvin wrote a sms to Yuki telling her that he was suddenly
scared to lose her; he said he failed her and he needed time to reflect. He
also thanked her for the flowers and the chocolates that she had prepared
earlier.
- End of Part 1 -
This is the original Chinese and English Version. As mentioned above, I only did a summary of important points so if you wish to know the full story, you may read Yuki's version below.
- End of Part 1 -
This is the original Chinese and English Version. As mentioned above, I only did a summary of important points so if you wish to know the full story, you may read Yuki's version below.
第一集-他说要取消婚礼，我跳海了。
05.07. 2011> 你选择了新加坡大选投票日这个特别的日子在圣淘沙在我家人和我们的好友的见证下给了我一个精心安排的求婚惊喜。当时我在FB留言说：沙滩;天空;汽球;美食; 美酒;鲜花...惊喜连连和满满的祝福！！！他的求婚记 ~ 终身难忘 ~ 甜的回忆 :)
20.08. 2011> 我的生日，我们因为想追看港剧，只是简单的在家里庆祝但我已很开心。隔天我们去Kota Tinggi瀑布一游，再到Desaru过个我没体验过的经验，就是做着船沿着黑夜的森林里看满天的萤火虫，好美好美！当时我的FB是这么说的：我的最后一个"单身"生日。
09.2011> 双方家长正式见面商讨婚礼的日子。家长们选定了16.06.2012为我们正式的婚期。23.06.2012则在我们女方柔佛家乡摆喜宴。
11.2011> 和未来夫家一家人去马六甲游玩。我还订制了传统娘惹K
05.07. 2011> 你选择了新加坡大选投票日这个特别的日子在圣淘沙在我家人和我们的好友的见证下给了我一个精心安排的求婚惊喜。当时我在FB留言说：沙滩;天空;汽球;美食; 美酒;鲜花...惊喜连连和满满的祝福！！！他的求婚记 ~ 终身难忘 ~ 甜的回忆 :)
20.08. 2011> 我的生日，我们因为想追看港剧，只是简单的在家里庆祝但我已很开心。隔天我们去Kota Tinggi瀑布一游，再到Desaru过个我没体验过的经验，就是做着船沿着黑夜的森林里看满天的萤火虫，好美好美！当时我的FB是这么说的：我的最后一个"单身"生日。
09.2011> 双方家长正式见面商讨婚礼的日子。家长们选定了16.06.2012为我们正式的婚期。23.06.2012则在我们女方柔佛家乡摆喜宴。
11.2011> 和未来夫家一家人去马六甲游玩。我还订制了传统娘惹K
EBAYA准备为婚礼敬茶时穿上，因为尊重你的妈妈来至娘惹家族。
29.01.2012>当你去年调部门时你告诉我你会一直忙到二三月，也问我是否愿意和你到国外工作生活。这次你又再一次提起如果婚后你到香港工作我能否接受。我说我会全力支持你的事业规划。
01.02.2012> 你说在新年期间你已把房间收拾好了，让我可以随时把我部分的东西先搬到你家。之后我们还到新山婚纱店拍了室内的婚纱照。
10.02.2012> 你带着父母，弟妹到我的家乡-笨珍正式行传统的提亲仪式，也让你的家人正式拜访我的家人。过后我们到笨珍酒楼试菜和定酒席。
17-19.02.2012> 我们到天主教堂主办的婚前辅导三日营。我很期待和你一起去上这个课程，因为我们是在圣诞节在一起的，总让我觉得你是上帝恩赐给我的礼物。一切坦诚相对后，我们说好了会一起努力维系我们的感情，将来也会多到教堂接近主找回信仰。感谢上帝我们顺利得了毕业文凭。
27.02.2012> 我的好友Alston 提议和他们夫妇一起去渡蜜月旅行。我只是和你分享，你没问我的想法就直接拒绝，没有像以前一样凡事都尊重我与我商量。我觉得蛮伤心的，因为你的脾气却来越坏，越来越没有耐心。但我想可能是你的工作压力所影响吧。
11.03.2012〉她就是在今天正式出现在我们感情里。ZR。
你当你的好兄弟的婚礼的伴郎。ZR则是新娘的伴娘。
18.03.2012〉我们在家闲聊，我提起了最近你的工作忙碌我们需要好好商量时间的安排已免撞期。你说什么安排都没关系，但只强调07.04.2012你没空因为 你的好兄弟Denson的生日要到了。你的好兄弟的岳母需要你帮忙准备和搞惊喜给你的好兄弟Denson。为什么反倒是好兄弟的岳母明知道你在忙着自己的婚礼还要麻烦你。你答不出。然后我问你是否带我出席，你静着不回答。我马上跑回房间哭了，女人的第六感告诉我你有事瞒着我。我感觉到不安但没追问你。
01.04.2012〉在柔佛婚纱店，我终于能在你面前试穿几套婚纱给你看。待嫁新娘应该都很期待这刻吧？我们挑选了婚照做专辑。一忙着SMS/Whatapps我都看在眼里。这不像你。
到了拍摄我们跳Salsa舞的时候，我因为忘了舞步而被你凶凶的责骂，很委屈；你知道我只学了两个月而且停很久没练；都是因为你的工作忙碌配合不到吗？
我只好低声地对你说：Dear，当晚婚礼如果我跳得不好你别像现在这样骂我好吗？今晚你好奇怪的不让我住在你家。
02.04.2012〉前几次你都是会兴致勃勃主动的呈交HDB的申请。
你很忙，不去呈交申请。
居然有空和ZR去买名贵的情侣表？当我看到你那刚买的皮质表带手表。了解你的我很纳闷的问你，你不喜欢皮质表带的手表吗？你说不出答案。
05.04.2012〉我和我的伴娘之一的Fanna聊起最近你怪怪的，时常对我发脾气不知道是否是筹备婚礼压力的关系。Fanna却说你一向对我很温柔和有耐心。态度突然转变可能有原因。要我留意是否有第三者。 痴情的我还笑说“不可能”还说我会自我检讨是否让你在婚礼细节上太忙了。
结果原来当天真的是有事发生了。
10.04.2012〉我和十多年没见面的旧同事在Dempsey聚会，当她们要我分享我们如何开始到决定结婚的过程，在她们面前说是满面的喜悦，我去厕所时却无缘无故的哭了起来。过后就收到你怪怪的简讯说你和你老板谈起我们，他说可能我们爱的已不是当初的我们，要我们想清楚才结婚，你觉得他说的很有道理？要我想清楚是否爱你要嫁给你？
11.04.2012〉约了Dobby & Shaun一起在你公司附近吃午饭。你突然发脾气很凶的在他们面前骂我，我忍着但还是留下了眼泪。你走后，他们说可能是你工作压力大要我体谅你。
12.04.2012〉上午你拨电约我吃晚饭。我很开心的特地准备了你爱的红色玫瑰花和巧克力预先放在我们的房间，准备晚餐后你回家看到了能带给你小惊喜。我忙着赶完工作时却无意的发现了一封由一个名叫ZR的女孩发给你的电子情书。我整个人都愣住了。不知所措。但距离约会只有一个小时多，我只知道我要赴我期待中甜蜜的约会。
餐后我建议到海边走走。还记得我们在天主教婚前辅导学的一课，在感情中，不论是谁犯了错，另一方要先握紧对方的手道歉，学会要求原谅表示你的珍惜。我要求你原谅我可能之前发了不少脾气。。。你却沉默不语，后来我才明白是你知道自己没资格接受我的道歉。因为你知道你已背叛了我。
你突然说要解除婚约，也要直接分手。
我还傻傻的苦苦哀求，竟完全忘了情书的事。
我很冷静的再三的劝你哀求你重新考虑你的决定，你都无情的拒绝我，对我说现在感情和婚姻不是你首要考虑的，你想专心在事业上。
我终于崩溃了，我失控了。直往海边冲去。人笨可能还真的没药医。什么都不管的跳下去后才知道没海水。
踩空了跌下，因为沙滩的沙石而跌了一身伤。
你生气的骂我以死来威胁你，但你有想过这打击对即将要结婚的我能接受吗？
我哭说要你考虑我的处境和感受，
你却说你明知父母会难过你都决定这么做；怎么可能考虑到我？
我绝望了，你太无情了。我不知要如何面对，于是游去了大海中央但你都没追上来，你觉得我又在威胁你了是吗？你不知道这是认真绝望的反应吗？我不是在以死相逼。而是真的绝望。
后来你还是追了上来，但我们的距离而很遥远，不管你怎样哭喊我回头我都没反应了，可是当你喊说你踩不到底了我却突然担心你的安危而游回头找你。
靠近你时，你比我还慌张，打到我的脸还过渡用力的钩着我的脖子想救我。我还差点给你勒死。在我劝你冷静下，我们一起回到岸边。
你说需要一个星期考虑，我说我给你两个星期想清楚。
29.01.2012>当你去年调部门时你告诉我你会一直忙到二三月，也问我是否愿意和你到国外工作生活。这次你又再一次提起如果婚后你到香港工作我能否接受。我说我会全力支持你的事业规划。
01.02.2012> 你说在新年期间你已把房间收拾好了，让我可以随时把我部分的东西先搬到你家。之后我们还到新山婚纱店拍了室内的婚纱照。
10.02.2012> 你带着父母，弟妹到我的家乡-笨珍正式行传统的提亲仪式，也让你的家人正式拜访我的家人。过后我们到笨珍酒楼试菜和定酒席。
17-19.02.2012> 我们到天主教堂主办的婚前辅导三日营。我很期待和你一起去上这个课程，因为我们是在圣诞节在一起的，总让我觉得你是上帝恩赐给我的礼物。一切坦诚相对后，我们说好了会一起努力维系我们的感情，将来也会多到教堂接近主找回信仰。感谢上帝我们顺利得了毕业文凭。
27.02.2012> 我的好友Alston 提议和他们夫妇一起去渡蜜月旅行。我只是和你分享，你没问我的想法就直接拒绝，没有像以前一样凡事都尊重我与我商量。我觉得蛮伤心的，因为你的脾气却来越坏，越来越没有耐心。但我想可能是你的工作压力所影响吧。
11.03.2012〉她就是在今天正式出现在我们感情里。ZR。
你当你的好兄弟的婚礼的伴郎。ZR则是新娘的伴娘。
18.03.2012〉我们在家闲聊，我提起了最近你的工作忙碌我们需要好好商量时间的安排已免撞期。你说什么安排都没关系，但只强调07.04.2012你没空因为 你的好兄弟Denson的生日要到了。你的好兄弟的岳母需要你帮忙准备和搞惊喜给你的好兄弟Denson。为什么反倒是好兄弟的岳母明知道你在忙着自己的婚礼还要麻烦你。你答不出。然后我问你是否带我出席，你静着不回答。我马上跑回房间哭了，女人的第六感告诉我你有事瞒着我。我感觉到不安但没追问你。
01.04.2012〉在柔佛婚纱店，我终于能在你面前试穿几套婚纱给你看。待嫁新娘应该都很期待这刻吧？我们挑选了婚照做专辑。一忙着SMS/Whatapps我都看在眼里。这不像你。
到了拍摄我们跳Salsa舞的时候，我因为忘了舞步而被你凶凶的责骂，很委屈；你知道我只学了两个月而且停很久没练；都是因为你的工作忙碌配合不到吗？
我只好低声地对你说：Dear，当晚婚礼如果我跳得不好你别像现在这样骂我好吗？今晚你好奇怪的不让我住在你家。
02.04.2012〉前几次你都是会兴致勃勃主动的呈交HDB的申请。
你很忙，不去呈交申请。
居然有空和ZR去买名贵的情侣表？当我看到你那刚买的皮质表带手表。了解你的我很纳闷的问你，你不喜欢皮质表带的手表吗？你说不出答案。
05.04.2012〉我和我的伴娘之一的Fanna聊起最近你怪怪的，时常对我发脾气不知道是否是筹备婚礼压力的关系。Fanna却说你一向对我很温柔和有耐心。态度突然转变可能有原因。要我留意是否有第三者。 痴情的我还笑说“不可能”还说我会自我检讨是否让你在婚礼细节上太忙了。
结果原来当天真的是有事发生了。
10.04.2012〉我和十多年没见面的旧同事在Dempsey聚会，当她们要我分享我们如何开始到决定结婚的过程，在她们面前说是满面的喜悦，我去厕所时却无缘无故的哭了起来。过后就收到你怪怪的简讯说你和你老板谈起我们，他说可能我们爱的已不是当初的我们，要我们想清楚才结婚，你觉得他说的很有道理？要我想清楚是否爱你要嫁给你？
11.04.2012〉约了Dobby & Shaun一起在你公司附近吃午饭。你突然发脾气很凶的在他们面前骂我，我忍着但还是留下了眼泪。你走后，他们说可能是你工作压力大要我体谅你。
12.04.2012〉上午你拨电约我吃晚饭。我很开心的特地准备了你爱的红色玫瑰花和巧克力预先放在我们的房间，准备晚餐后你回家看到了能带给你小惊喜。我忙着赶完工作时却无意的发现了一封由一个名叫ZR的女孩发给你的电子情书。我整个人都愣住了。不知所措。但距离约会只有一个小时多，我只知道我要赴我期待中甜蜜的约会。
餐后我建议到海边走走。还记得我们在天主教婚前辅导学的一课，在感情中，不论是谁犯了错，另一方要先握紧对方的手道歉，学会要求原谅表示你的珍惜。我要求你原谅我可能之前发了不少脾气。。。你却沉默不语，后来我才明白是你知道自己没资格接受我的道歉。因为你知道你已背叛了我。
你突然说要解除婚约，也要直接分手。
我还傻傻的苦苦哀求，竟完全忘了情书的事。
我很冷静的再三的劝你哀求你重新考虑你的决定，你都无情的拒绝我，对我说现在感情和婚姻不是你首要考虑的，你想专心在事业上。
我终于崩溃了，我失控了。直往海边冲去。人笨可能还真的没药医。什么都不管的跳下去后才知道没海水。
踩空了跌下，因为沙滩的沙石而跌了一身伤。
你生气的骂我以死来威胁你，但你有想过这打击对即将要结婚的我能接受吗？
我哭说要你考虑我的处境和感受，
你却说你明知父母会难过你都决定这么做；怎么可能考虑到我？
我绝望了，你太无情了。我不知要如何面对，于是游去了大海中央但你都没追上来，你觉得我又在威胁你了是吗？你不知道这是认真绝望的反应吗？我不是在以死相逼。而是真的绝望。
后来你还是追了上来，但我们的距离而很遥远，不管你怎样哭喊我回头我都没反应了，可是当你喊说你踩不到底了我却突然担心你的安危而游回头找你。
靠近你时，你比我还慌张，打到我的脸还过渡用力的钩着我的脖子想救我。我还差点给你勒死。在我劝你冷静下，我们一起回到岸边。
你说需要一个星期考虑，我说我给你两个星期想清楚。
不一会儿，才知道你通知了我的家人来。我马上对你说我会保密不让他们知道什么事，直到你给我答案为止。我全身湿透，满身伤痕你却没来看我一眼，你不敢看我，只是让我的家人把我接回去。你忘了。。。你说我是你最爱的人，你的未婚妻，一个被你带出门后伤痕累累回家的女人吗？
凌晨时分，你传来简讯告诉我你突然很害怕失去我，你说对不起我，你说你需要时间反省。你谢谢我为你准备的巧克力和玫瑰花。
你真的有好好的去反省吗？
。。。待续。。。
Episode 1- The episode where I end my life.
05.07.2011
After 2 years of courtship and pakto, I was lucky to have you as my boyfriend. We have no problem blending into each other life. Have a very good relationship with your family, the day has come. The most important of my life. You have chosen this important day to propose to me. I remember this date very well as it is the Singapore election d
ate.
You have invited my family, close friends to witness the wedding
proposal. What a surprise and this day is the day I will not forget such
a sweet memories.
20.08.2011
I promise myself this year is going to be the my last day as a single lady. We went to Desaru for a romantic night looking at the firefly around us. Thank you Alvin for arranging such night.
10.09.2011
First time introducing our parent to each other official. The parents agreed our wedding date on the 16.06.2012.
11.2011
Road trip to Melaka. Made a Kebaya for our wedding because your comes from mother peranakan family. Looking forward for my long awaited wedding.
29.01.2012
I really enjoy the process of preparing our wedding although there are some arguments along the way. But i believe we can always learn to compromise and compliment each others. You told me previously that you will be very busy after you transferred into a new department. You asked me whether can you transfer to Hongkong after marriage, as a wife I will fully support you career advancement.
01.02.2012
Chinese new year season. You cleaned your room so that I can move in my things to your house anytime. I am so excited as the day I become Mrs Yang is coming very soon
10.02.2012
You brought your parents family to my hometown Pontian to officially propose to my mother.
17.02.2012
Attended the church pre-wedding camp for three days. Looking forward for this camp as the day we started our relationship is on Christmas. I always think you are the gift from God. We further confirmed our decision to get married after attended this camp and will cherish our love more each day
27.02.2012
My friend Alston proposed for a join honeymoon together. Happily I shared his idea to you. but without asking my opinion you rejected harshly unlike other time where we always discuss. I realize you are losing your patience and losing your temper on me easily these days. Perhaps due to your work stress?
11.03.2012
This is the day the girl officially appeared in our relationship between Yuki and Alvin. You are the best man of your good friend Denson’s wedding. ZR is the brides maid
18.03.2012
We are arranging for our wedding schedule as the wedding is less than 3 months away. You told me any arrangement is fine except 07.04.2012 as you are busy. Why busy? You gave me a lame reason saying that your good friend Denson’s mother in law ask you to organize a surprise birthday party for Denson. Of all people, Denson’s mother in law ask you…. hmmph…..
I asked why Denson mother in law ask you to organize such party while you should be busy about your wedding. You kept quiet.
I asked can I go to the party. You kept quiet.
I knew something wrong, went up and cried. I knew you are hiding something. From this day onwards you have been giving lies to me such as telling me you are working late, busy etc.
01.04.2012
I am trying different wedding gown in the bridal house for our pre-wedding photo shoot. During the pre-wedding photoshoot I can see you playing with SMS/Whatsapp all the time which is unlike the normal you
We have a Salsa dancing shot in the pre wedding video. However you scolded me very harshly because I could not remember the steps. Felt extremely down because I only learnt less than 2 months and lack of practice. We are lack of practice because you are too busy to practice with me and you knew it.
I have learnt compromise each other and said ”Dear, on our wedding day, if I dance badly, can you please don’t scold me so harshly?”
10.04.2012
My friend asked me to share how we met and our wedding preparation process. I told them with joy but broke down into tears in the toilet. My instinct told me that there is something not right. You said your boss told you to think twice before getting married as we may have changed. To my surprise after your boss told you this you asked me to reconsider whether should we get married
11.04.2012
My sister and future brother in law Dobby and Shaun and myself are having lunch with you near your office. You broke your temper to me suddenly. Broking down to tears, Dobby and Shaun comfort me that perhaps you are too stressed up with work
12.04.2012 – this is the day
After so many days of quarrel you called me to date me for dinner. Bought flower and chocolate to your room for a little surprise. As I need to do some work, I on your computer and found a love letter from ZR to you.
<<Love letter from ZR>>
From: ZR
Sent: 05 April 2012 23:23
To: Yang, Alvin: Operations (SGP)
Subject: Baby love
Hi Baby,
Thank you for the wonderful day. Just 14 hours ago, you were at my place. picking me for a start of a wonderful day.
Ive been to so many theme parks. With so many people. I've never bought a thing cause I never felt it was worth it.
But today I wanted something so badly that I walked into practically every shop which I usually wont either, in search for something anything that I could bring home and be reminded of you.
I wanted the drawing of us badly. Very badly that I turned back and look at the spot even after we walked away.
I never held a hand so tightly before, wishing and hoping that I never had to let go. Never had I been so emotional, I scared myself.
I guess you are different.
Love,
Darling
>>>>>>
14 Mar 2012
I was stunned looking at the love letter. Not knowing what to do and is only 1 hour away from our date, I forget about this love letter and proceed to enjoy the dinner with you.
After the dinner I proposed to have a walk by the beach. I learnt in the pre wedding camp that we should always forgive each other and cherish our love together. I apologize to you as I may have lose some temper on you. you kept quiet.
Suddenly you broke the silence by saying that you want to break up and cancel our wedding which is 2 months from now.
I cried and beg you not to make such decision. I even forgot all about the love letter in your computer.
You rejected me harshly and firmly. You told me that love and marriage is not your main priority. You want to focus on career. You forgotten how you have proposed to me.
I could not stand anymore and mentally collapse. I lost control and jumped into the sea without any hesitate. After jumping I realize that there is no water where I jumped and injured myself by rocks by the sea.
You did not comfort me but scolded me harshly AGAIN that I threaten you by committing suicide. Can you imagine how I felt that time? I lose all hope in life.
I cried and beg you to understand my feeling. You said this and I could never forget this.
“I knew my parents will be very sad and very disappointed with my decision. I still insist on this, it is impossible for me to consider about your feeling”
You have completely ignore me….
Alvin Yang, you are too selfish and cruel. I am completely collapse and disappointed. Words could not express my feeling that time. I do not know how to face you, face the world. The only thing that comes to my mind is death…..
I swam to the sea and do not intend to come back anymore. You did not come chase me back.
You thought I threaten you again.
After sometime you finally swam and wants to catch me back. However our distance is very far away. You cried and beg me to come back by I really lose hope in life at that particular moment. You shouted that it is so deep and you could not feel the base of the sea, I soft hearted and concern about your safety I swam back.
I was so calm that time. You were very panicked. You even hit me hard at my neck as I am trying to pull you back to the shore. So hard that I almost got choked by you.
We are back at the shore and we agree to have 2 weeks to think clearly on our decision. Not long later my family came by.
I promise you that I will not tell them what happened until you gave me answer. I was badly injured physically and mentally. you do not even dare to look at me when my family come to pick me up.
You has forgotten about your promise and vow when you proposed to me. You said I am the one you love, your fiancé.
To be continued
20.08.2011
I promise myself this year is going to be the my last day as a single lady. We went to Desaru for a romantic night looking at the firefly around us. Thank you Alvin for arranging such night.
10.09.2011
First time introducing our parent to each other official. The parents agreed our wedding date on the 16.06.2012.
11.2011
Road trip to Melaka. Made a Kebaya for our wedding because your comes from mother peranakan family. Looking forward for my long awaited wedding.
29.01.2012
I really enjoy the process of preparing our wedding although there are some arguments along the way. But i believe we can always learn to compromise and compliment each others. You told me previously that you will be very busy after you transferred into a new department. You asked me whether can you transfer to Hongkong after marriage, as a wife I will fully support you career advancement.
01.02.2012
Chinese new year season. You cleaned your room so that I can move in my things to your house anytime. I am so excited as the day I become Mrs Yang is coming very soon
10.02.2012
You brought your parents family to my hometown Pontian to officially propose to my mother.
17.02.2012
Attended the church pre-wedding camp for three days. Looking forward for this camp as the day we started our relationship is on Christmas. I always think you are the gift from God. We further confirmed our decision to get married after attended this camp and will cherish our love more each day
27.02.2012
My friend Alston proposed for a join honeymoon together. Happily I shared his idea to you. but without asking my opinion you rejected harshly unlike other time where we always discuss. I realize you are losing your patience and losing your temper on me easily these days. Perhaps due to your work stress?
11.03.2012
This is the day the girl officially appeared in our relationship between Yuki and Alvin. You are the best man of your good friend Denson’s wedding. ZR is the brides maid
18.03.2012
We are arranging for our wedding schedule as the wedding is less than 3 months away. You told me any arrangement is fine except 07.04.2012 as you are busy. Why busy? You gave me a lame reason saying that your good friend Denson’s mother in law ask you to organize a surprise birthday party for Denson. Of all people, Denson’s mother in law ask you…. hmmph…..
I asked why Denson mother in law ask you to organize such party while you should be busy about your wedding. You kept quiet.
I asked can I go to the party. You kept quiet.
I knew something wrong, went up and cried. I knew you are hiding something. From this day onwards you have been giving lies to me such as telling me you are working late, busy etc.
01.04.2012
I am trying different wedding gown in the bridal house for our pre-wedding photo shoot. During the pre-wedding photoshoot I can see you playing with SMS/Whatsapp all the time which is unlike the normal you
We have a Salsa dancing shot in the pre wedding video. However you scolded me very harshly because I could not remember the steps. Felt extremely down because I only learnt less than 2 months and lack of practice. We are lack of practice because you are too busy to practice with me and you knew it.
I have learnt compromise each other and said ”Dear, on our wedding day, if I dance badly, can you please don’t scold me so harshly?”
10.04.2012
My friend asked me to share how we met and our wedding preparation process. I told them with joy but broke down into tears in the toilet. My instinct told me that there is something not right. You said your boss told you to think twice before getting married as we may have changed. To my surprise after your boss told you this you asked me to reconsider whether should we get married
11.04.2012
My sister and future brother in law Dobby and Shaun and myself are having lunch with you near your office. You broke your temper to me suddenly. Broking down to tears, Dobby and Shaun comfort me that perhaps you are too stressed up with work
12.04.2012 – this is the day
After so many days of quarrel you called me to date me for dinner. Bought flower and chocolate to your room for a little surprise. As I need to do some work, I on your computer and found a love letter from ZR to you.
<<Love letter from ZR>>
From: ZR
Sent: 05 April 2012 23:23
To: Yang, Alvin: Operations (SGP)
Subject: Baby love
Hi Baby,
Thank you for the wonderful day. Just 14 hours ago, you were at my place. picking me for a start of a wonderful day.
Ive been to so many theme parks. With so many people. I've never bought a thing cause I never felt it was worth it.
But today I wanted something so badly that I walked into practically every shop which I usually wont either, in search for something anything that I could bring home and be reminded of you.
I wanted the drawing of us badly. Very badly that I turned back and look at the spot even after we walked away.
I never held a hand so tightly before, wishing and hoping that I never had to let go. Never had I been so emotional, I scared myself.
I guess you are different.
Love,
Darling
>>>>>>
14 Mar 2012
I was stunned looking at the love letter. Not knowing what to do and is only 1 hour away from our date, I forget about this love letter and proceed to enjoy the dinner with you.
After the dinner I proposed to have a walk by the beach. I learnt in the pre wedding camp that we should always forgive each other and cherish our love together. I apologize to you as I may have lose some temper on you. you kept quiet.
Suddenly you broke the silence by saying that you want to break up and cancel our wedding which is 2 months from now.
I cried and beg you not to make such decision. I even forgot all about the love letter in your computer.
You rejected me harshly and firmly. You told me that love and marriage is not your main priority. You want to focus on career. You forgotten how you have proposed to me.
I could not stand anymore and mentally collapse. I lost control and jumped into the sea without any hesitate. After jumping I realize that there is no water where I jumped and injured myself by rocks by the sea.
You did not comfort me but scolded me harshly AGAIN that I threaten you by committing suicide. Can you imagine how I felt that time? I lose all hope in life.
I cried and beg you to understand my feeling. You said this and I could never forget this.
“I knew my parents will be very sad and very disappointed with my decision. I still insist on this, it is impossible for me to consider about your feeling”
You have completely ignore me….
Alvin Yang, you are too selfish and cruel. I am completely collapse and disappointed. Words could not express my feeling that time. I do not know how to face you, face the world. The only thing that comes to my mind is death…..
I swam to the sea and do not intend to come back anymore. You did not come chase me back.
You thought I threaten you again.
After sometime you finally swam and wants to catch me back. However our distance is very far away. You cried and beg me to come back by I really lose hope in life at that particular moment. You shouted that it is so deep and you could not feel the base of the sea, I soft hearted and concern about your safety I swam back.
I was so calm that time. You were very panicked. You even hit me hard at my neck as I am trying to pull you back to the shore. So hard that I almost got choked by you.
We are back at the shore and we agree to have 2 weeks to think clearly on our decision. Not long later my family came by.
I promise you that I will not tell them what happened until you gave me answer. I was badly injured physically and mentally. you do not even dare to look at me when my family come to pick me up.
You has forgotten about your promise and vow when you proposed to me. You said I am the one you love, your fiancé.
To be continued
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